29th February 2012

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I had a drink today

Half a cider…

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27th February 2012

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here’s an update…

2 months smoke free

2 weeks cut free

2 days alcohol free

This will get harder before it gets easier.

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21st February 2012

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hi again

so i haven’t cut since last wednesday. 

i haven’t drank since last wednesday.

i haven’t smoked since wednesday 4th january

i am sat here with a chocolate bar.

but it’s still getting better.

i think

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17th February 2012

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Right so sorry I haven’t posted

Ive had Internet issues.
I mean apart from a total breakdown I had the other day at a party things have been ok
All in all I got really drunk locked myself in the bathroom really went at my leg and lost my blade In Someone elses house wrecked some friendships and now I’m off to binge.

Tagged: self harmeatingfat

13th February 2012

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13th February 2012

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wearegoing:

it only takes a minute, or two <3

wearegoing:

it only takes a minute, or two <3

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13th February 2012

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diethoroscopes:

These are healthy weights, for the average body of each frame and height.
This isn’t for you to say “ew that’s fat” or to say “yay I’m 20lbs under my healthy weight” You also can’t pick your frame or change your frame, but you can find out what it is here. This is about health, and a healthy lifestyle. 
Every body is different

diethoroscopes:

These are healthy weights, for the average body of each frame and height.

This isn’t for you to say “ew that’s fat” or to say “yay I’m 20lbs under my healthy weight” You also can’t pick your frame or change your frame, but you can find out what it is here. This is about health, and a healthy lifestyle. 

Every body is different

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13th February 2012

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so my teacher

was trying to raise the stakes in the scene i was working on today

so he decided to say he’s about to slit his wrists

you have a choice

call the doctor

or go and stop him

over and over again

until i decided to retaliate

with does it matter? if he’s about tio slit his wrists and he’s spent the last 20 minutes ignoring me my actions are unimportant.

if i call the doctor by the time im done he could be dead

if i go to try and stop him he’s twice my size he can easily push me away

in either scenario he dies

what would you do teach?

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13th February 2012

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so i haven’t cut tonight

because my mum’s coming to see me tomorow and wednesday and i dont want her to think i’m ‘sick’ again

i don’t want her to take me away from this

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13th February 2012

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I want people to think I’m better

starvecrycut:

Truth is I’ve never been as bad as I am right now. I can honestly say I want I die. Truth is…I mean it.

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